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if anything is going to put me off medicine it'll be the cannulas.

this whole placement is going into the dumps cause i just can't place a cannula right.
everyone started out at the same foot, being really crap at cannulas.
but others have moved on and have successfully mastered the skill of inserting plastic tubing into veins whereas I still struggle and more than often have given patients a large hematoma.
heh.. do no harm.

worse shit is that i know i just have to practice more which makes me sad as I have to give more people internal bleeding -> lose confidence -> cannot get cannulas inserted -> feel like a failure ->sad -> (repeat)

the dreaded vicious cycle of life.

sigh.