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2:47 a.m.
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cross my heart and hope to die- i will never ever be so damn clumsy again.

i hate it when u lose things that are valuable thanks to clumsiness, forgetfulness and just plain stupidity.

this shall bug me to no end. till the end of the week that is. friggin heck
nostalgia yet again
12:46 a.m.
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too many things to say

it's strange that the choice of coming to IMU, faced with the decision to choose between PMS and Seremban would make such a huge impact. It truly is a life changing decision of sorts. How different life would be if I stayed back in Seremban. I always wondered what would have become of it. 
Would I be regretting I did not choose to study overseas?
Would I have the same insecurities I'm facing now?
Would I feel like I'm just looking into the lives of my friends?
Truth to be told, I feel like I've been abandoned by those friends. They have moved on with their lives, focusing on their future, getting caught up in the fast pace of IMU Seremban and its never ending daily assignments to do. Where as I'm left behind, reminiscing about long lost days in the canteen, chattering to them about lame crap, laughing at lame jokes, together, focusing on impending exams. Is Leeds really that laid back or have I lost my drive to continue on. Just last year, I was working my butt off to not only pass but to do the best I can achieve. Fast forward 1 year and here I am, feeling as though I've lost all motivation.
I need my gung ho back.

8:50 p.m.
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headache la

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12:38 a.m.
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first of all:
new phone!

it's been a fun phone to use. although i have a few pet peeves with it:
my 3g keeps dying on me. eventhough there is full bar signal. I have to reset it then only i can reuse the 3g.
and when playing games, i keep hitting the search button which pauses the game and bring you to the search tool. gahhhhh.
but other than that... pretty phone!!! i'm just waiting for more apps to come

so far postings have been alright. Just had a weeks break which I feel I've completely wasted. Should have planned a trip down to london or something. Ah well... it was a good relaxing break anyway. Starting monday, I'll be in Bradford. Another town 30 mins away from Leeds. It's quite a diverse place of different ethic groups so it should be interesting. I'll most probably be staying there so thank god I have a 3g enabled phone to play around with. Might contemplate bringing my laptop if it's too boring.
On wed also I have something called an NBME exam. It's an exam mainly used by the US to assess the quality of their own medical students so I think some ppl in the US and UK decided to compare us to them. Without the researchers knowing..... some 50? odd IMU students  in the UK will be contaminating the results since we technically received most of our theory training in M'sia. Anyhow, it shouldn't affect the results much since most of our brains berkarat already.

Also went to Ilkley Moors for a day trip last Wed. Pics should be up soon in fb. It reminded me a lot about Broga Hills. Minus the sun, sweat and mosquitoes, add in the wind, cold and dead plants. The top was quite eerie since it was quite deserted and there was a whole vast of plains there. It felt like you could walk on forever and not end up anywhere. We all got quite freaked out by that and decided to head down to civilization. It was still a good trip nevertheless. A break from Leeds and shopping.

Which comes to my next point: shopping. I'm turning too much into a shopaholic. Must stop spending. Must learn from sensei Yeen yee. Darn it la... I'm too weak-willed. temptation is too great for me :(
I've got a plan in place already. (yea.. like my dieting plan which can now burn since I just baked a whole bunch of buttery goodness cornflake cookies)

Tomorrow I shall head to the gym :D Then get some sandwich making stuff and more veges. No more veges